When I fell asleep last night. I kept thinking of relationship and love. Maybe I tried to picture it in a more awake way. When suddenly I found something differently happens in my mind. I’m not a open relationship person from the deep kind, although people said it was new and cool and kind of breaking the old rule. But maybe from the deep kind, I’m still quite traditional and would love to like by someone and like him back. But I don’t know why last night, it feels I no longer have the jealousy or possessiveness. I feel I could accept any kind of love. I feel open and safe.