there is sacrifice at the core of what occurs today, and there's a great deal of regret. it's always a serious thing being around people with regret because they are often desperate to prove a point and it's not always that they're sorry - regret often takes the form of some kind of display or reversed intent. since they fucked it up anyway they're gonna make it your problem. those unable to move through their own culpability or poor judgement by themselves believe really and truly you are required to show them attention to listen to their "story". usually the irony is they are in the situation they're in because they didn't listen. dreams are at the forefront and so if you're having vivid ones you shouldn't be sure they're yours and not inserts because of uploads and downloads during the night. there's a lot of misdirection. born again mentalities are emerging from the latest protocols which have yet to be abandoned - being the fool, acting as if it's all been a dream and there's nothing to worry about now... "no one even talk about the pandemic anymore" is one of the most ridiculous gaslighting aspects i've recently been told. time is wasting and the healthcare systems are not much more solid than last year. please make sure you're finding ways to be healthy and take care of your body. there's a lot of deception with a smile, and it's hidden so be certain the ones you have in your immediate sphere are not being propped up - or bought off. even people

youve known for a long time have a price; especially them... pleasant yet distant.