i haven't had asthma in a bad way in months and now as i'm in panic because i have lost my bitcoin wallet, trying to find it, wheezing, hot itchy pain in my upper chest, difficulty breathing

i am in a trial right now

i think what has happened is i zapped the partition, made new partitions, then zapped the new partitions, and there is old partitions under the new partitions where this file lives

the go tool doesn't help me if i'm not running linux and my system that is not broken nor has any backup is windows

and i want to die right now, i mean, if i lost my stack i'm in the most utter dire situation