I can agree that we are both using intense language here. Not discounting the in person(fantastic soap by the way)meeting. I am telling you I am not confused. But I am also saying you aren't confused. We have different moral outlooks.
To use an analogy: A girl walking on the beach finds 1000 starfish have beached themselves. She throws them 1 by 1 back into the ocean. Another person says "you can't save them all why waste your time? What does it matter?" And the girl says "It matters to that one."
I am the little girl.
You are the other person.
It's fine that you think my actions are futile, I do not.