nostr:npub15jg3u452ekt6uxkcpfzl2cp7mk4lgfaxae3pt3wswa79vz6qg0zscsh23h i think you should try takin some money. See how it makes you think a lil different about your process.
A lot of visual artists I went to school with had similar attitude. Like they had to improve before they could value their work.
Put it this way.. you will learn every time you even try to make anything. You still achieved something worthy each time. Which learning experience was worth more or less?