A month ago, I had nearly 400 followers, now I have 348. Can I know what the hell is happening? Will my content continue to stay in the shadow ban? If so, please just tell me, so I don’t waste another second on this platform.
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Have you changed relays? That would change your follower count.
Someone told me that having too many relays compromises my data and drains the battery quickly. Plus, I think everyone has the 5 relays that are recommended by Damus.
At nostr band's your npub shows with 370 followers, Eris, 🤙 .
I'm showing 399 for you in Amethyst, 367 in Primal and 0(?!?) In Iris, all Android apps.
Also, you do realize that people could choose to unfollow you, right? I end up pruning my follows pretty regularly.
Now I have more than 400
If I build a client, I'm not sure if I'd make the follower count a random number every time or just not show it at all.
Also. I don't know which clients support it, but you can have private follow lists, so the number is almost guaranteed to be inaccurate.
The number is very important for me
That seems like something you should meditate on.
How
Eh, that depends on you. I meditate using old AnglicAnglican discursive medmeditation techniques but you may do something different. I almost said, "that sounds like something you should discuss with your therapist," which has the same meaning in my head, but I thought that could seem mean, and I didn't want to.
Okay, when you meditate, don't forget to pray to God that Russia doesn't drop any nuclear bombs on your country.
Eh, i wouldn't know if they did. I live inside the blast radius of a major target, so I'd be dead before I knew.
Try AnglicAnglican discursive medmeditation techniques then
Stupid keyboard screwed that up pretty bad 🤣
But why would I need to meditate 🧘♂️ about that? If something like that happened. I'm pretty cool with it.
I was at yoga class today.
That can certainly be a form of meditation.
I was meditating on how the leaders of the world would end up as cleaners in my house.
What do you hope to learn or gain from that meditation?
I know it might sound like I have schizophrenia, but everything I think about can become reality.
Yeah, makes sense to me, I'm currently reading about journaling your future life as a form of magic.
But, i tend to focus my magic (or prayer, if you prefer) on self improvement, or at least positivity. Trying to hurt others has had some nasty feedback in the past.
I don’t cast spell, I’m not a witch. Long ago, the power went out at my city, and I told my brother that I would count to 10 and the lights would come back. I was 6 or 7 years old. The lights really did come back on. And that’s when I discovered this strange phenomenon. My brother kept asking me how I did it, but I was just joking with him because I didn’t know I could actually bring the lights back.
