I'm a caffeine-only straight-edge as of today.

Still keep reaching for the other things but they are now off the menu.

Haven't had such a clear mind since I was in my early teens.

It seems to me that computer games are not what the non-drunkard me likes, but rather, I keep longing to get back to a music composition tool as my recreation, instead of pointless, repetitive and retarded computer games and their half baked narratives.

Not even that interested in reading. I really got my fill before my 20s, and topped it off with Human Action and The Lord of the Rings.

Freedom, most of all, is freedom from slavery. Start at home, and make your addictions only to the invisible and intangible stuff inside your self.

There is no such thing as "normal" and "healthy" at the same time.

All culture is a cult to a powerless image that doesn't give a fuck about you. So how can it be healthy to be a slave if that means your interests only matter so far as your master needs them for you to perform the work they want from you.

Never going back. Besides all else, it's hard not to notice, after going sober, how much more life there is in a day! Never going back.