Oh, Franny, I'm so sorry for you 🫂 I don't know if I can give you any advice. I have learned in the last few months how precious life is and how quickly it can be over. So I have resolved to value life above all else. Now, of course, you need money to be able to shape your life. You say you would like to be self-employed. What is stopping you? Do you have any idea what you would like to do? What help would you need? Who would support you?

I myself realized during my studies that I didn't want to be in the grind of a company and started my own business. It was scary. What I do has little to do with my studies and I know the feeling of being unskilled. My family was not happy about my decision. Money was often tight. But I can tell you one thing, I glow when I work or talk about my work. I am grateful for every day. Still am.

And I believe that there is so much in you. Don't let a crappy job take away your joy in life