tbh I think the male jealousy problem boils down to men knowing now that they won't be the reason I get money (aka restitution) so it sorta eliminates the whole sugar daddy scenario, ya know?

except in this case they can't say I'm one of those fakers who lied about everything because I didn't, I was simply kept in the dark for way too long so as not to disturb my mental health any further.

I do appreciate that aspect of it because this shit is bananas!

the good thing is that it means I really can just be with whoever I want and not feel compelled to be with someone for the wrong reasons.

it's like. well, who wants to go to the concerts with me and who wants to be there when I am making the music and who wants to go on deep sea fishing trips.

I literally won't have to work in an office ever and that's amazing.

not saying that I don't wanna work, but tbh, I do just wanna chill for a while.