I completely understand. I spent two days with my super mainstream friends and some things that came out of their mouth seriously felt like throwing knifes at my Christen heart.

Specifically, I went into deep internal morning when my friend made a sarcastic joke about polluting the earth.

She knows my stance on the disruptive nature to our bodies and endocrine and every system from synthetic perfumes, and toxic cleaning products and her house is full of forever chemicals just permeating the field and she treats me like I am a fucking crazy woo woo tree hugger or something.

People who are indoctrinated by big food big pharma and western medicine and big gov, it's just a fucking toxic sheeple machine I sometimes have an overwhelming deep desires to see bulldozed over and put to rest.

Or in more graceful terms as in the words of jack "shredded to pieces and spread to the winds.." or something like that.

I know I went on a tangent here but I think you get my drift and how it has a correlation to what you are saying.

And yeah the whole abuser thing it's attachment wounding and as a whole society is super trauma bonded... We got a ton of victimhood mentality, there is absolutely narcissistic abuse and mass gaslighting...and unless a person deals with healing these patterns within and liberating on individual level it's hard to expect them having capacity to grasp this reflecting in the mass collective body.

It's gonna be interesting how things will unfold. According to human design 2027 a whole new era begins, the Rising Phoenix or something like that. It's predicted that 1/3 will awaken, 1/3 will transition, and 1/3 will remain asleep. I am still in contemplation of what that means and where I fall in.