I found that I come from a place of life-enjoyment. I always had a big and supportive family around me. My grandparents, my aunts, parents and all the farm animals did me really good. All that made even the darkest and weirdest parts (and they are still very present) of that stage of life something bearable. This life-enjoyment seems to be always available for me. Sometimes maybe more than I would wish. Sometimes I find myself in moments where I should feel the pain in order to grow, but I end up smiling & ignoring the case. But this will lead me where I belong,I guess.
I have many moments where I think too much and end up crying. But soon after it will feel like a waste of time and I end up keeping it positive again.
Pheeeew, thank you for listening. ππΌ
We are going to Lanzarote :)π₯³ exploring some volcanos π