Sorry you're going through it rn, brother.
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It is what it is
Trying to uncatch feelings without making her feel bad is the worst. She is a great girl and has no connection to these feels that I feel, so I am trying to shift my mindset away from her without making her feel uncomfortable. It's kinda hard. Ideally I would like these romantic feelings to completely disappear so I can just be a friend and support her as such, but it is kind of hard to let go of a girl who is just that good. She is smart, pretty, cute, hard working, deeply faithful, and honest to a fault. Like it would take ages to make up a girl as perfect as this one is naturally.