I don't think it's personal lol, but the discovery/reach via large account reposts is a bit of a meta on nostr unfortunately, and this meta shapes the culture. And unfortunately it feels like this culture has somewhat petrified and not evolved past 'stuff big account from bitcointwitter like and endorse', and the meta of playing nostr becomes a thing unfortunately.

Discovery/recommendations definitely needs to be worked on. Your (or any other large accounts') tastes won't be for everyone. It feels a bit like a rigged system and not very open to a dynamic change.

I'm not having a go at you tho, rather this meta and how it has become just sort of accepted.