Also I am still considering selling my sats. It just creates noise in me to have so much urgencies and emergencies and not giving up that energy to advance a little bit into my family's wellbeing.

It's not that it is a lot of energy but it means something considering I live in the south of the world with an Argentine peso economy and sometimes I cannot buy food.

It would solve little but at least it can be a spiritual psychological valve of stagnant energy purge