does anybody go through life without trauma or negative experiences? i been feeling so lost lately and i really hope in the future when i look back on these times i can see a purpose and a bigger meaning to everything. I really hope the universe is good and that a higher power exists. I really hope everything does happen for a reason as cliche as it sounds. It cant all just be random chaos right? idk. i have been thinking alot lately and am possibly having a existential crisis. The idea of just how crazy this universe is so trippy to me. How do we not truly know what reality is.