Tatum, you need better mental gymnastics.
Put a little bitcoin up in lightning channels on that old machine. Just let it marinate that you have now just put the world's hardest money, which could be worth millions someday, on a $200 creaky used Dell Latitude or whatever. You don't know when that old girl is gonna buy the farm, but it's probably gonna be a critical moment in your life, like paying ransom for a loved one or buying a papusa on Bitcoin Beach to impress your future wife. You wont sleep until you buy that Embassy Pro. You're welcome.