You are not a pedo. You are a hebe aka normal. Pedos are attracted towards prepubescent children.
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...Buddy I'm attracted to prepubescent children. They are objectively cuter and more attractive than angsty, awkward, and lanky adolescents.
I don't know what to tell you. I wasn't even abused as a kid. I'm just a pedophile because kids are hot.
Also, apologies for not articulating this earlier, but nobody cares about the difference between a hebephile and a pedophile. Nobody cares about the age of consent either.
The age of consent only exists conceptually as an unspoken test of character, as a way to virtue signal, and as a way for people to cope with their unwillingness to hold children's incompetence against them.
Anyone who argues about the difference between a hebephile and a pedophile has failed that test. Hard. They might as well be worse than a real pedophile. (Though I'm not so insecure that I'll hold it against you.)