Yea I feel that in a big way at times.

Whenever I feel that crunch of finances I try to work on my relationship with money using mantras, affirmations, etc to get to a better "feeling" place (yes I know it sounds woo but shit works)

My favorite is: money flows to me easily, like the air that I breathe, like the wind through the trees. I have all I need

That's from Winsome Kind who live up your way in Saskatchewan

Blessings and abundance to you brother!