i'm much the same but i have other hobbies that involve money...

one of these days gonna make me some of my own clothes, boots, gloves, hard wearing military style pants and shirts and all this sort of thing - having dressed myself from the available gear at shops i'm so over the whole chinese clothing everywhere thing, crappy stitching, fabric half falling apart from the moment you get it, colours fading from two drops of bleach carefully placed in the bleach section...

i want to have a little herd of milk and meat producing animals, and a basic salad garden... i want to build a bunker, i mean house, preferably from prefabricated concrete modules, serbian style... i also need to get some guns, and build me a little range to practise them on... so many things

what depresses me is mostly reading about the doom that is coming week after next every day

i'm not sure there is going to be this kind of doom exactly, maybe doom for other people but ... idk, maybe that's something else

i did have a very depressed day yesterday tho