Drank booze yesterday, first time since xm0ss and prior to that hadn’t drank for a while. Feel super crappy today.
Back on the wagon for me.
Discussion
Increasingly realising it's poison, even in moderation.
Cutting down.
Yeah it’s not the one, I caved in yesterday as we were invited to a dinner party and I get a bit anxious about social interactions.
The highs just don’t match the lows, feel so sluggish today and don’t want to do anything.
Always found it odd that this particular narcotic is legal. Pretty sure society would be a lot more fun had the powers that be made magic mushrooms legal instead.
You big girls blouse😜.
Alcohol is still legal to subjugate the masses and due to lobbying.
If alcohol were "Invented" today, it would be a Class A or B drug. It does tremendous damage!
I now see alcohol as something that just makes me dizzy. It’s the worst drug (I went cold turkey for 5 years, now drink about one beer a month).
I've wasted much of my life drinking alcohol and the associated nonsense with it.
I finally realized that it was a demonic pathway that I was opening and allowing. My willpower is garbage. I'm retarded. I'm an idiot.
I asked God to take the demons away. In the name of Jesus I asked that the demons be removed. I asked that Jesus come back into my life and be my master!
Yes, I asked this. Oddly enough that was a very good day and since then I've repeated this and I've been taken from the very dark place I was living to a place where I'm no longer needing any crutches.
In service this is the place to be. Turning off my retarded ego and allowing God to work is the way.
This human life is a gift and it is not to be wasted. It's the preview to an eternal life of joy or sorrow. Satan is more than happy to convince us that we are part of something different, better, worse, last chance, live now, live fast, party hard, you only live once and a lot of other ideas that pull your human life into a great darkness back into the primitive ooze that creation came from.
While you have this human life, form, free will and freedom, it is best to get to the source of creation and service! When you lose this body your spirit will be congregating with the Lord or it will be aimlessly miserable in the primordial soup.
My words are nothing. Investigate for yourself. Go alone and in a private place and ask God to reveal the truth to you. Ask every moment that you have any doubt. The word, "God" means to "ask". Who better to ask than the Supreme Creator of everything that is known and unknown.
Next find a Bible and open it up. Read the word of God. Pray and read.
No one needs to know except the One who can read, hear and see everything in your mind and heart. He will heal you. He will know what you need before you even ask. If you ask he will give it to you. He will give you what you need. He wants your success!
Here is Jesus in the book of Matthew discussing prayer:
Mat 6:5-15 KJV ¶And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
6. But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.
7. But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking.
8. Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him.
9. After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.
10. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
11. Give us this day our daily bread.
12. And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
13. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.
14. For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:
15. But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses...
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Thank you for those words, I’m not religious but I know there’s a lot to the universe I don’t understand. I’ll do my best to absorb what you said. Appreciate you.
My words are garbage. How you use them is important. They can be desirable fertilizer or just smelly and unpleasant.
Just imagine that the Creator of this Universe and beyond has summoned up all that is good and has gone to work. In this process he has sought all the goodness to come to fruition. This is where we come in. We are the cultivators of goodness. It is our job to work and find all that is good and bring it to light.
In order to be good we have to have been ignorant. We have to have been base material. We have to have been status quo. We have to have been the worst of the worst in order to understand the best of the best!
Nothing in this world is permanent. We seek out what is permanent and we focus on this. This is where we are going.