I denied the vengeful, judgemental God that pushed me away from Christianity.
I rejected Christianity & eventually Buddhism, Atheism, Agnosticism & all the other isms.
I found the creator within & I surrendered to Him via my soul. I didn't know it at the time but I believe this is the heart of what Jesus taught.
I found it interesting that my note to Hodl echoes your sentiment. Perhaps it's the resulting separation & division that makes me reluctant to identify as a Christian. 🤷