Been there too. I was an outspoken atheist from 12yo to 22yo. I persecuted Christianity for a long while. It hurts me to know how much faith I’ve actively attacked. Ironically for me it was the evidence of Satan that helped me to meet God again; to understand the gravity of Jesus’ name.

I want you to know how brave you are for being humble enough to admit just that you might be wrong. Like HUGE in our world today.

Whatever consensus you come to, I want you to know I support you. It means everything to follow your own guiding light.

And whatever path you are meant to be on, I believe that you will find it and finish it.