I can't deny the fact that I'm afraid of a lot of things.
But when I was asked by a friend what scares me the most, the first thing that came to my mind was losing myself as I grow older.
I am a lot of things to other people: a son, a friend, a lover, a somebody, an inspiration, an enemy....
But to myself? I am ME.
A summation of all my failures and triumphs. Someone who has been through a lot and chose to live anyway because I intend to unravel a beautifully written story weaved by the cosmos using my emotions as ink.
I fear to lose this part of me that sees everyday as a blank canvas that needs an image painted on it. A version of me that yearns a kaleidoscope of laughter and genuine connections.
I don't want to see a stranger when I look in the mirror.
You, what is your greatest fear?
-duncan 