So you fully believe that humanity is completely doomed and have no more options? In your mind they already won even if they haven't. Not everyone with more money and power than yourself is part of the Evil Fuckers. We've watched and studied them for centuries, they are not as patient as us. Only in the last 8-10 years they have become nervous. We are at the point of what some people have referred to as the quickening. It's a Biblical (only because it's on a world level and not just regional) level of inevitable conflict between good and evil. Each side has the option to choose their leaders, choose wisely.

You should get out and travel the world a bit more to walk amongst the people. Listen to their old or ancient stories. Do something badass where you risk your life for someone. You can learn a lot from personal experience but never give up.

I'm always amazed of how many people are so deeply intrenched into the illusion they created.