I'm trying to start acting more mentally healthy now.

It seems sort of dangerous and unwise to establish that you can do to someone what's been done to me, and not create a monster. But it seems even more dangerous and unwise to keep making extra enemies, when there are already so many enemies.

Digit once told me she's spent her adult life trying to help people, and they don't listen, and they don't care. I'm still angry about that, but I'm tired of hurting people's feelings when I should be making them want to listen to her.

So, I'm really trying to get better.