I never give up, although I have periods when I switch from hyper active mode to being in hiatus. It is always stressful. I wouldn't describe it as depression but it seems like a serious overload of my brain.

It is mostly related to art, finding new ways, destroying the old, finding sense in new creations and concepts.

I never slow down completely but somehow I gotta push through. It gets a bit weird as sometimes it seems like there is no way out. In times like this realize that resting is what I am terrible at. My brain refuses to shut down and keeps working in overload mode. I don't complain as it is the way I chose. It's possibly the price you pay if you truly open your mind and decide to totally broaden the spectrum in which you operate. The fascinating cyber world and truth seeking drains a lot of resources.

Almost there.