Those are great questions and I struggled with in my journey in the beginning.
When I read the gospels, Matthew, Mark, Luke and John and studied what Jesus was saying, his claims are very profound.
Then it becomes a quest of truth. And if what he is claiming is true then that requires my full attention.
Thats where the personal relationship comes in because I’m always refer to the word in accordance to my life.
And I feel you will find many similarities in your bitcoin journey. The conviction you have didn’t come over night, it took time and trials and seasons to the point where no once can tell you any different. So much conviction you evangelise to others.
When the Holy Spirit convicts you… it’s makes you want to share and spread the word.
Hope that helps.
Try reading proverbs a chapter a day. 31, can finish in a month.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.”
Proverbs 3:5-6 NIV