ya just gotta dang put the time aside

sometimes it takes getting really mad about something

i managed to finally get to reading Hair of the Alien recently, but i'm still part way through The Book of Jasher, which is possibly the most detailed version of Genesis that exists (i'm only just done the part about the fight between Isaac and Esau!)

i think the thing is that i'm kinda hoping that someone in my follows is gonna pop something really interesting and i'll get dragged down some rabbithole and be really happy

right now, i have this little model of reality in which i want to believe some certain set of things are gonna happen in the future but currently my models have too many holes in them for me to be totally faithful

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also, JPL is such a pretentious drama queen that i honestly doubt that the story about the DoD talking shit to him is for real

seriously, if he's legit, and not some schizo brainiac, then how is it he is not in the brig over this with a court martial?

What charges?

in the military, disobeying orders from a superior can be grounds for a court martial

also "court martial" just means an internal adjudication by officers trained in law

Military laws are outside my area of expertise for sure but I assume letting your potentially best selling book be pulled from existence without too much of a fuss helped his case.

Discussion behind closed doors about his thesis could score even more points.

Implementing softwar could potentially help even more.

you've convinced me not to cancel my $45 order

i don't trust the government and i don't think there is any more credibility in jpl's thesis than there is in the qanon story

ok, cool my library has Hair of the Alien. I read a book recently that I couldn't put down. If i remember the title I'll add it. Oh yeah, it was called “The MANIAC” by Benjamín Labatut

the other one that was a fun listen while working was “The Believer: Alien Encounters, Hard Science, and the Passion of John Mack,”

yeah, hair of the alien only made me convinced that all alien abduction stories relate to a genetically related clade of humans (descended from teh Iberomarussians) - these are your Annunaki, or fallen angels, and they have been tampering with people for thousands of years, read the book, you'll see what i mean afterwards

the aliens are NOT our friends, not these grey ones not the tall white and redhaired not the tall dark skinned asian ones with the big black or blue eyes, or the guys in the silver overalls, all of them are literally satan's children

anyway, haha yeah, it was disappointing from that perspective, i was kinda hoping it would contain something more, but all i got was confirmation that the genetics of these aliens is chinese/mongolian and irish/iberian, which is completely consistent with the claims of Apocalypse

so i read this "hair of the alien" book. It definitely sounded silly from the title but the author is well written. The stories themselves are "gripping" as a review said, and it's a page-turner but in a stomach-turning sort of way. I almost feel sorry for the author for having this affliction of needing to write about this topic but glad that someone empathetic to these experiencers exists. At some point I got nauseous and it feels like just reading the stories is a funhouse that's just not fun because none of it makes sense.

thankfully the stories near the end from China, Basque, and Ireland are less lurid and more along the lines of fairies and folktales which are easier to just dismiss. His overview is something along the lines of there's a race allowed to live on top of the ground (us) and below ground who are more powerful.

By the end, i just want to dismiss the whole thing as altered states of consciousness that humanity is susceptible to. the only physical evidence from all these stories collapses to 1 hair tested long ago and found to be unusual.

And then this morning I read this:

2:9 And the LORD said unto me, Distress not the Moabites, neither contend with them in battle: for I will not give thee of their land for a possession; because I have given Ar unto the children of Lot for a possession.

I'm thinking "Yay Moab, you must have done something right. I hope this is me some day"... and then...

2:10 The Emims dwelt therein in times past, a people great, and many, and tall, as the Anakims; 2:11 Which also were accounted giants, as the Anakims; but the Moabites called them Emims.

and then in some more detail:

2:20 (That also was accounted a land of giants: giants dwelt therein in old time; and the Ammonites call them Zamzummims; 2:21 A people great, and many, and tall, as the Anakims; but the LORD destroyed them before them; and they succeeded them, and dwelt in their stead:

> genetics of these aliens is chinese/mongolian and irish/iberian, which is completely consistent with the claims of Apocalypse

what are the claims of Apocalypse?

that they are humans with advanced knowledge and cultivated special abilities, and are physical beings, with strange abilities to manipulate time and perception, and that the ones that feature in these abduction stories are the very same fallen angels or Watchers referred to in the Bible and that they will be left to burn in the next disaster cycle while the people worth keeping are evacuated