The only upside to my out of control gambling habit lately is that I've been sending 2/3 of my winnings to my kids' hardware wallets and they collectively have over 40 million sats already.
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Hopefully you stop while you are ahead.
Going to take a couple weeks off from work to go to a clinic for problem gamblers. I know the math says if i do this long enough I will lose all my money but I can't stop trying to get one more win. I need a mental reset.
Good on your for recognizing that something may need to change. You got this.