How could you refuse to it? Was it all planned prior to start and not a fluid thing left to the recepient of the 100m sats where to send it further?

I remember myself to raise my hand for participation, but I wasn't zapped as far as i can remember (need a mirror to remember properly things which are not right now in my eyes [which are in fact as well something like a mirror themself in a physical an spiritual sense]) <--- I escaped brackets hell better than hellthread "lately" and now currently.