And so i'm officially single again - but damn i wish it had worked out.

I know it's wishful thinking cause I have entry after entry where i'm loosing my mind over frustration and pain.

This relationship impacted my well being sent me into corners dark.

I know she was not right because I have a handful of unsent letters where I immaturely bring up her wrongs.

Grateful I never licked those envelopes closed.

During this 1½ year I learned and I grew.

We ended it respectfully.

I'm relieved it's finally over.

But now that it is;

- I can't help but miss her.

Why?