i am in super duper pig-headed mode. you could say aries ram-headed even...

i've had to retreat a little in my assault on the btcd importing all the things it wants that i don't want problem, but i'm regrouping in a new tactic, making a btcutil sans bullcrap, carefully, one step at a time.

first thing was to tidy up a mess i made on some tags and commits on my ec/chainhash library. firstly, i got rid of two new commits, a go.mod i didn't really want to have, and then i learned how to delete remote tags i had added that i don't want any more.

i am now firmly in a mood of HATE towards any repository of Go code that has more than one go.mod. NONE, NICHTS. NEMA, няма, NADA. did I mention none? NONNNNNNNEEEE!!!!

go module proxy is gonna be a bit confused maybe, but idfc it will figure it out, or i'll just learn something new and make it work how i want it to.

super aggro day, best way for me to get stuff done.

ah yeah, this must be the maca. lol!

it's helping, obviously.

low T is the most accursed thing for someone with a big imagination and dreams. it shall be no more.

also, i probably have been exercising a bit too hard, so i'm taking my time off, gonna take a 4 day break (2 more off days) and then dial back my rhythm to every 3 days, or somewhere near 2 days a week training.

it's great to go hard, but when you wake up every morning wishing you could soak in a hot bath and then cook in a sauna before getting moving, that's a water heating bill i really can't do right now.

gotta find the proper maca powder tho, this sugar is so insane.