Might be boring to read.
What I realised a long time ago is that as a woman youll always be treated differently if you’re alone or show up in a ‘couple’ version.
What Ive been jealous off in life has been the ease with which guys/boys/men get to travel the world.
There are very little worries about getting your ass grabed in every underground/tram/bus in every country of the world.
The way in which things just fall into place because if they werent rude and rowdy and moody they wouldn’t be guys but if you talk back as a woman or are having an off day you’re told to smile.
Smiiillleee.
Turn that frown upside down.
You cant get cheaper places to stay easier bc well its less likely that you get raped in hostels if you’re male.
Most only woman places are sold out quickly which doesnt give you the freedom to be laid back and spontaneous.. you have to be prepared and plan.. you’re being groomed to be responsible even in your supposedly wild years..
It bores
It drags
It puts you to sleep.
After a while if you’re not traveling with a second person you’re getting looked at strange.
Guys mostly talk to you only bc they want to hook up but arent interested in friendships.
Its such a sad experience.
You have to be en guard all the time because you’re a woman.
Ive rarely been interested in girly things every since i can remember.
But then you get these things hanging off your chest that were given the name boobs/tits or breasts and suddenly you’re a slut even though you’re not allowed to vote yet let alone choose where to live.
Its such a distorted experience of a thing ppl call life.. but its nothing that brings joy or happiness.
Why is that still normal for such a big percentage of the population.. where on the brain is the narcolepsy that makes the human sigh before they approach that topic why is it heavy and exhausting?
Is it still nutrition?
A blind spot somewhere on conciousness.
Wheres the eraser for it with non outside chemical helpers.. whos tiredness is it? Mothers or anyone overworked?