i understand. my approaches are not meant to be taken. they are individual to my life circumstances.

where i am coming from, if this helps clarify: i prefer to not give anyone the power over me of making me into a murderer, which i fundamentally am not, even & including up to the cost of my life

if i had children i would die to protect them, otherwise, like very realistically, you are speaking to someone who moves ants outside with wet papertowel that isnt wet enough to drown them & allows them time to crawl off at their leisure. what am i gonna do but just die about it ya know?

like the whole thought experiment of time traveling to kill hitler as a baby

i answered that ages ago for myself & the answer is no, all babies are innocent even baby hitler