I may go dark for a while.
Follow your dreams, they say.
I'm trying but nothing is working.
Nothing.
Discussion
I tend to prefer “do what comes easiest, and be the best at it”
hope you can get through whatever it is you need to get through and come out the other side better and stronger
You must be doing something right. The obstacles in front of you are the path to your dreams. "No friction No force".
Sorry you're having a tough time currently. Maybe some self center/rebalance time is needed.