Honestly I’ve never been more down than I am now. Everyone who’s life i enter, i make their lives hell.

I’m a selfish prick. I have no concept of reality. I have no confidence. I people please.

I’m losing my friends. I’m worrying my family.

I just want to make things right for everyone and then just disconnect from everyone and go on my own. No more worrying my parents, my brother, my friends.

I hope in 1 years time I can just fix everything and then disappear. I hate being alone and I already feel it now. If anything I’m a source of stress