There were thousands of moments when I realized that I was creating everything in my reality.
I remember a time when my non-blood brother and I had nothing to eat. At that time I was very limited in my mind in terms of money, so it was natural that I had nothing to eat. I remember a time when I couldn't even get $10. I was so desperate for financial wealth that I sank lower and lower to the lowest possible position in society.
I was obsessed with cash for years and my financial situation was getting worse, I was afraid I wouldn't make money and it was showing.
Everything started to change the moment my son was born. Not wanting to expose my son to the conditions I was creating I started working on myself 10x as much and EVERY DAY. By that time my whole life was falling to pieces for the umpteenth time. But something was different. For the first time in my life, I was fully confident in myself and that I was creating everything. Everything has changed since then and continues to change to this day.
I can't find fault in others because when I did I became who I never wanted to be. I was not an inspiration to myself.
It's important for me to inspire myself. Because I never had any inspiration. Today, I'm not just inspired by myself, I'm inspired by anyone who gives their best no matter what the situation.