You are an extremely sick individual. You are obsessed with a woman that does not wish to be in contact with you. You are attempting to track down a woman that does not wish for you to do so.
You need to seek help. You are very mentally ill.
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You are extremely mentally unwell. You need to help yourself and seek out proper treatment.
You are obsessed with a woman and trying to track her down against her wishes. This is called stalking. You need to seek out psychological help to move forward with your life.
You should seek help as soon as possible. You are dangerous to other people. Namely the woman you are obsessing over and attempting to track down against her wishes.
You must move on with your life. You need to seek help as soon as possible for your own good.