Turns out I got the flu. I hate being sick on top of this yesterday's experience is exactly why I hate family. Just thank god you don't have a family that gets off on acting like a psychotic nutjob in public & puts you down in front of other people, looks at those people & goes you think I give a fuck it's true then retort the putdown trying to get a sympathy party from strangers.

You have no idea how hard it is to just be silent & let everyone think this is a psychotic nut. Who knows what their thinking the strangers I mean. If these assholes want to make our family's history public to everyone then I better write a 6000 page book.

It pisses me off to the extreme that i'm the only one who thinks certain things should be private & not said because that's family business. But everyone else who is left alive thinks everything should be public who gives a fuck everyone else is just as nuts.

No everyone else is not just as nuts. But what I can say is if my life were in a movie it would be like The Godfather in 3, 3 & a half hour movies not the mafia scene but so crazy 50 cent's get rich or die trying movie ain't got nothing compared to what I been through.

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This is even more extreme with the younger gens, that do grow into this.

Im happy my parents can even use a phone, at least i could convince them not do use “whats app” just because every one does….

Having a family is a important thing in live, even if you can not choose the persons, you are with.

But i got to admit i also did cut some strings, because ! Yeah 👍 if its cool than its cool and if its not than its not, i mean in the end, it is , what it is.

It is what it is but I don't need my life to be controlled. If they make me misrable I do it back privately. It's literally going up against an endless avalance.

I sorry you feel that way, im sure there are people like me, that understand that.

Some things have reason , while others are just stupid