It’s no big deal I can share again. Basically, I once had a dream that felt like it lasted a lifetime. I would think nothing of it except that when I woke up I felt like I was torn out of my own (different) life. But in this dream I had a different family and I wasn’t really me but someone else. I felt deeply sad .. maybe depressed even for a day. It was as close to a religious experience as I can imagine and I don’t have those ever.

But, thinking about it now, it feels like I could have overimagined things and it’s hard for me to believe that’s an actual thing that happened. If I was someone else telling me this I’d think they are batshit crazy.