Today is my 1st day trying to re enter this matrix we call reality since my beautiful girl took her last breath 🙏🐾🪽

The sauna has always been a place where I have been able to reflect deeply and delve into my thoughts. There’s something about the heat that melts away tension in my body and barriers in my mind. It’s often times a sanctuary where I can confront inner struggles, contemplate life’s complexities, and sometimes emerge renewed—physically, mentally, and spiritually.

I grew up with pets and I’ve loved ALL of them dearly, but this little girl connected to me in such a different way, stronger than any other pet or even human I’ve ever known. When she took her last breath she was on my chest and I literally felt my heart shatter inside of me, to this day I am still struggling and wake up thinking I’ll see her little face looking up at me. She would sit next to the bed watching me sleep (like an angle would do) and just patiently waited for me to wake up 🫂🐾🪽💕

Here is to anyone that has ever had to say goodbye to their fur baby angel(s) 🫂🐾🪽 We are the lucky few that got to meet our angels while on earth. 🙏