sorry about affecting your sleeping habits and health
as well as setting you up for failure
I hope with this new found time you have in your hands, you can reverse those things
sleepy is talking about me here regarding frog talk
he told me that we are doing the nest everyday, and as he had put the idea of it out there already, i was forced to agree with it (him fully knowing that it’s incredibly late for me, and how much it affects my sleeping habits and health)
2-3 days in a row he was there for the opening 20-30 minutes of the nest, and then had to suddenly leave, knowing that i wanted to co-host, nor main host. i kept it going until 3-4 am, eventually leaving it to nostr:npub16tnq9ruem6evwmywhu69xxl0qk802f03vf8hftvkuvw0n7mmz83stxcvw5 to keep going and finish (you really helped me out with hosting, big thank you 🙏)
Sleepy didn’t answer me on telegram two days ago regarding the nest, and promised to be on frog talk the day after it (yesterday)
he didn’t communicate anything on the telegram either yesterday regarding frog talk, promised that he’ll be there tomorrow (just to confirm, neither did i show up yesterday, as i was having health issues, which i tend to keep to myself)
he made posts first about frog talk, and then let me know that we’re doing a nest after, which always set me up for failure, if i now said that i couldn’t show up that day, it would feel like i let friends down, who wanted me on it.
all in all:
now he threw me out of the frog talk group that he initally made couple days ago, so we could have different hosts for different days, and DM’d me saying:
“Yoo just letting you know you don’t need to waste your time on frog talk anymore ok buddy you can open up planetarium or whatever else 🫡” nostr:note1ufz4knprxtwufccrd8chjajtg6mz4k05aqmdftlm8n7mh5mzuy0qcvv85w
Discussion
gaslighting me into quitting
when have i said i quit?
it’s not yours to have either by the way, it’s 50/50, always has been