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how often do you admit youre wrong?

for me, sometimes i think too much.

ill own up to the lowest level misunderstandings, clarify the inconsequential

i do it because that shit haunts me. part of it is not wanting to repeat my past. im terrified of being in a five or ten year loop because i cant get past character flaws.

and the other part is i dont like leaving false impressions behind. my words and commitments mean something

balance of fear and principle, on a knifes edge

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Entropy 1y ago

I feel this note deeply. I overthink social interactions to the nth degree because I don't want to be misunderstood, and my word is painfully important to me.

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zhenya 1y ago

you get it, e

i used to not give AF and i could run a room, but was full of shit half the time

now im hesistant to give an opinion on the weather

working on better balance

maybe it starts with not taking things so seriously? dont know

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zhenya 1y ago

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