Yes? I mean, it sure seems that way to me.

I definitely find children sexually attractive, and there was a period of time where I really did masturbate to explicit photos of children. I don't know what else to tell you.

I know there are people with a condition called "pedophile OCD" where they have this intense fear and this intrusive idea that they are actually secretly pedophiles, or that they will become pedophiles. I'm pretty sure that's not what's going on though.