Be an elderly man with a lifetime of charity work and helping others. Testified against sick criminals you encountered multiple occasions in your life. Have your soul permanently crippled during the process. Slowly heal yourself with the help of your friends and time. Be nominated for award despite not wanting neither the award nor the fame and spotlight. Get the award anyway. Try to move along with your life in peace and quiet. Realize that the state is crediting all your achievements to itself through the given award. Go to a random event to meet old friends and try to forget about all the noise and spend some joyful time with your community who are now also your family. Get run down by parasitic reporters who lure you into an interview with friendly questions and fake smiles. Ten minutes later get questioned and held responsible for some overseas affairs of the parent organization. Try to steer the conversation away respectfully. Still get questioned and alleged for others' crimes you not even aware of. Stand up with your wounds torn open and silently walk away. Be publicly ashamed by strangers who haven't heard your name before for not answering 'simple questions'.