thanks for your sharing your experience. a couple takeaways:

1. there is an interest rate applied to your quality of life based off of the scary debt

2. if you wouldn’t have take out the loan and instead used any future loan payments to stacking cheap sats then gains/losses can really compress to where it’s not mentally worth it

either way, you’re on an epic trailblazing long term path and need to keep your head high while continuously learning from what you experience