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#OmarSeries - 05/30

https://ia902208.us.archive.org/4/items/omar-series-ep-30-english-subtitles/%23MBC1%20-%20%23OmarSeries%20-%20Ep5%20-%20English%20Subtitles.mp4

10Luno 2y ago

In this episode the actor of #AbuJahl excels, 10/10.

It also has the scene where #Bilal (may God be pleased with him) makes the supplication after prayer, "i seek your protection from every stubborn tyrant".

I've always wondered why Bilal was tortured *after* this despite his prayer being the opposite? #JoelGoldsmith says #God *is* already doing what you are asking.

A similar thing happened to me, i supplicated that after 20 years i still struggle with distracting thoughts in prayer and true to form *ever since* i've been assaulted with directed (microwave) energy weapons as a #targetedIndividual in my prayer to distract me some more.

By God's grace i became #Muslim a long time ago. The first 6 months were great. i call them a honeymoon period, but after that it has been one test after another. Like waves of the sea, before one tribulation recedes, another takes its place.

i once met an artist, this guy had spent months locked up with beautiful women and painted in the style of the last supper. He looked at me and said he can see a light around my head. He said he thought he had lost that ability and the last time he saw the same was a #Christian priest or reverend that, "was being tried in their religion".

For the longest time i believed in the process of time and that #Blair, #Bush, #Rumsfeld, #Cheney et al would receive God's punishment for their evil given enough time but it has been decades and #Blair and #Bush seem to be doing fine. So time is not it, and it took a long time for me to accept that.

Anything that is inevitable, to the #Arabs in their language, is 'soon'.

Seeing what is happening to #Gaza, it is clear now the only appropriate punishment for the oppressors is eternal damnation in #Hellfire. But that requires belief, and a patience that exceeds our lifetime. Not easy, but what is inevitable is soon.

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10Luno 2y ago

A slightly painful fact is that #Muslims are helping these oppressors against me, while wearing their #hijab.

The betrayal stings a little, i just have to remember they're no different to the disbelievers they're helping and that the response is the same: what is inevitable is soon, and i'll see them on the Day of Judgement -- insha'a Allah (the God Willing).

The irony, now blunted with time is that the #BritishMuslim communities *never* accepted me when i became Muslim and i'm constantly held up as suspicious of this or that without any evidence.

It's like the first mosque i went to, the person that spoke to me said, "Islam is like a diamond and Muslims are like a snake around that diamond". Another irony is that he later turned out to be a snake (full of envy). The second mosque i went to someone was working with the police and i was suspected immediately, even though i wasn't there when it started and it wasn't me. The traitor later came out *publicly* about it. No one ever apologised to me. They never do.

This has been the pattern without fail year after year. Like putting my bag down to make ablutions then when i go to pick it up, there's an Arab standing over me aggressively asking if it is mine. When it is clearly mine -- no apology. I've got use to this treatment.

And the constant backbiting, slander of my name, and reflex jump to interpret anything and everything i do in the worst light. It's constant.

I can only wait for the day when God will Judge between us and i plea my case. Insha'a Allah.

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