And when you become free and realise that giving is the key, sometimes you receive large amounts of money or goods from unnkown sources.
This is the manifestation of a large large unfathomable wheel of giving and receiving.
You might think you don't deserve such a gift or opportunity, or you cannot pay back such favour.
But don't worry, the wheel is big.
Give somewhere else. (They are all you)
Give a similarly significant gift to other.
Significance is the key. It means a lot to you to receive such thing and perhaps it doesn't mean anything to other being. Well... If you don't have much to give now make it count.
Give to someone it means a lot.
The wheel is large and you have a big lever this way.
Reflect upon it