This should have been a reply instead of splitting the thread. My bad. I make that mistake sometimes and should start calling myself out for it like I do to others. Maybe then I'll stop making the same mistake
One of my only remaining friends lost a friend to suicide recently as well. She's another person I wish would kill me before herself. I almost purple pilled her on nostr the other day, before all this shit escalated with nostr:npub1jk9h2jsa8hjmtm9qlcca942473gnyhuynz5rmgve0dlu6hpeazxqc3lqz7 but she doesn't text me much, so I've been waiting since then for her to text again and continue the conversation. Meanwhile I Google her name every day to make sure she's alive. I assume she doesn't want to back me up against all the harassment I'm facing and as always I wonder if she's just about done being friends with me.
I wish I knew Digit's name so I could just Google it to know she's alive.
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(Of course there are also times where I do have reason to quote post myself instead of replying, like when the thread is older and quote posting brings the topic back up)