It’s always possible to start where you are. If you are bored, disillusioned, doubtful, uncertain, you can just be those things.
What is boredom or uncertainty? It’s a kind of feeling. Sometimes I have it, and I am too tired or uninspired to do anything about it.
That too is a feeling, a perception. What is the nature of that perception? What does lethargy and lack of motivation feel like? Where in the body is it located? Where in the mind? Where in the emotions? What other emotions are tied to it?
There is no need to get rid of this feeling. There is no need to *do* anything about it. It’s there, and you are merely observing its character, objectively without trying to avoid or judge it.
I wanted to post something on nostr because I was on Twitter and feeling disgusted with it, but I was uninspired. Twitter has so many things to react to, it’s programmed that way, but nostr you often have to come up with something yourself. I had nothing, so I started with that.
